It sucks!
After 11 years in the IT industry I decided to put it all behind me and go through a 1/3 life crisis. 33.3 years old and I’m back at school.
This time round it’s all about flying. I’m doing my CPL (Commercial Pilots License). I only started the ground school yesterday and I already want to pull my hair out and then sit in a dark corner, bald, and cry uncontrollably while chanting, “make this bad shit go away, make this bad shit go away”.
I wonder if the IT industry will have me back. I wonder if I haven’t bitten off more than I can chew. Why do those other smart ass pricks in the class just GET IT!??? Why can’t I be one of “those” that just frikkin GET IT???
It’s been a while since I have felt this ridiculously stupid. Humbling. I may as well be reading hieroglyphics off the Rosetta Stone!… “Oh that’s a pretty picture, I wonder what the f*ck it means!!!”
Here’s to tomorrow being better!
Hip Hip!
Goodmorning schoolboy! Wellcome back to school. I really admire you for the willpower and courage of sitting on those benches and reading through tons of materials. But there is a really good side to all this. I’m sure you feel like 23.3 years old. Ah, next time don’t forget to post a schoolboy pic of you. …hugs and kisses Melaz
Melaz - Hey sexy girl. Long time no chat. Thank you very much for the words of inspiration. If the saying, “you are only as old as the girl you feel” then I should be careful cos I may just be 21 again but getting zero studying done!
I’m not sure if a school pic will suit the situation now cos it’s not like we are in little uniforms with little ties and little school caps on. Picture regular old me sitting behind a desk studying. Ok now picture me without the beer. Hmmmm you may be right. Perhaps a picture is necessary! 
Take care sweetheart. XXXXXXX Chat soon!