A step back in time

15 01 2008

Step back in time





Titillating Tuesday - Reflections of…

15 01 2008

It’s time to reflect - (Click play)
Get a bit Motown…
… with China Beach

Through the mirror of my mind
Time after time
I see reflections of you and me
Reflections of
The way life used to be
Reflections of
The love you took from me
Oh, I’m all alone now
No love to shield me
Trapped in a world
That’s a distorted reality
Happiness you took from me
And left me alone
With only memories
Through the mirror of my mind
Through these tears that I’m crying
Reflects a hurt I cant control
cause although you’re gone
I keep holding on
To the happy times
Oh, when you were mine
As I peer through the window
Of lost time
Looking over my yesterdays
And all the love I gave all in vain
(all the love) all the love
That I’ve wasted
(all the tears) all the tears
That I’ve tasted
All in vain
Through the hollow of my tears
I see a dream that’s lost
From the hurt
That you have caused
Everywhere I turn
Seems like everything I see
Reflects the love that used to be
In you I put
All my faith and trust
Right before my eyes
My world has turned to dust
After all the nights
I sat alone and wept
Just a handful of promises
Are all that’s left of loving you
Reflections of
The way life used to be
Reflections of
The love you took from me
In you I put
All my faith and trust
Right before my eyes
My world has turned to dust…

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Weekend Bliss

14 01 2008

Mostly.

Mission accomplished though. I planned to do nothing on the weekend and that is precisely what I did. Actually that’s a lie because in my eyes, sleep is also an activity. So therefore I was very busy. Very busy sleeping.

I slept too much, watched too many movies, some good, some crap and I drank too much wine. Hang on, saying too many or too much makes them sound like bad things. It wasn’t bad at all. I guess then that I slept enough, watched enough movies and drank enough wine.

I got the fright of my life again yesterday just around lunchtime. I was peacefully minding my own business when out of nowhere came this God Almighty bang. The explosion was powerful enough that it rocked the accommodation block. I had instant flashbacks to Badgag and all the fears of the bombing and rocket/mortar fire that we had to endure regularly. It turns out that they were just blasting near the camp (for the road we are building) in a type of rock that required extra explosives but because I was watching a movie with my headphones on I never heard the warning sirens. But I sure heard and felt the bang. My heart stopped for a second or two while my mind was ripped violently from the movie back into reality and it took a few seconds to come to terms with it. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?? WHERE WAS I?? Once I had calmed down a bit I chuckled at myself for being so silly and then I called a mate and we went for lunch. If the explosion didn’t get us maybe the food would.

I also had too much / enough time to think about stuff, life, people, circumstances and perceptions. My mind does get deep and meaningful with itself when cooped up all alone in La Cassa Da Hoox.

Back in the office this morning and it’s a miserable day. Actually it has been raining all weekend pretty much. I feel good about this week. Maybe a rest is required every once in a while.





What a win

12 01 2008

The Saturday morning staff meeting has been canceled. This is some of the best news I have heard all week. I know it sounds quite bad when a canceled meeting makes a highlight of the week but you have to appreciate, I have had one hell of a week. Loads of midnight and beyond issues, crisis after crisis, and what with being messed about with my replacement, even the little things count.

Plans for the weekend are simple. Do nothing!

  • Finish work this afternoon
  • Open a bottle of wine
  • Read a book / watch a movie
  • Finish the bottle of wine
  • Sleep
  • Wake up on Monday

Now THAT’S what I call a well thought out plan. I don’t even care to wake up for food. It really isn’t worth getting out of bed for.

Now for once, PLEASE, do this one favour…. Tell me what you are up to this weekend. I know there are enough lurkers out there. Don’t be shy. Drop me a line. Make a comment. Tell us where you are and what you are up to.

COME ON!

Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, make it a good one. Catch you on Monday!

Adios





Alb KT, Part 3 - "KT - Pet Detective"

11 01 2008

Continued from Alb KT, Part 2 - Tirana Tourist

Day 2 over. Wow. What a day. Hectic, tiring, fun, adventurous. But yet there’s so much more in store for KT. So much to do and see. Never a dull day. KT’s day 3:

Here we go.

** KT’s input in blue:

KT Albania Log Book Day 3

Feeling much better after my puking session the night before we woke up to a beautiful day. The sun was shining although the air was still a bit crispy and offered some good mist breath. We had plans with Edski and Ketz for lunch and outdoor activities but it was still fairly early so I thought a nice cup of coffee in the morning winter sun would be nice. How wrong could I have been?

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Cyanide and Happiness #16 - Madness

10 01 2008

This place is the birthplace of insanity! I swear no one comes out of this lifestyle the same. But this comic bears a possible valid question:

Is it possible for one schizophrenic personality to be in love with another in the same mind? Is that what you would consider “Ultimate Self Love”?

 Cyanide and Happiness - Madness

As always, Cyanide and Happiness courtesy of Explosm.net

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Trust, Faith, Loyalty? All Bullshit

9 01 2008

I have lost them all. Certainly in the workings of one specific department in this company. I have been dicked about too many times now and cannot believe a word certain people tell me.

If I was talking about me sulking because my leave had been canceled (which it has been in the past), or bitter and twisted because people changed their minds or thinking which meant I had to redo and rethink things repeatedly (which happens regularly), would be one thing. This is not that thing. This is something completely different.

I made a deal with the company one year ago. I bailed them out of shit as I have done on so many occasions. Now it’s time for them to come to the party but they keep losing the invitation. They are systematically screwing me over and not even having the decency of talking dirty to me or getting me excited or remotely turned on for the shagging! This is a corporate dry hump! And it hurts like a bitch!

It really doesn’t need to be this difficult.

Really!





Alb KT, Part 2 - Tirana Tourist

8 01 2008

Continued from Alb KT, Part 1 - International Superstar 

With day 1 behind us it was time to crack on and sort stuff out. Life in the camp, Albanian style. KT’s day 2:

Here we go.

** KT’s input in blue:

KT Albania Log Book Day 2

Hoox is off to work so it’s an early start to the day. His office is a bit dull but I will hang some pictures up or a map of Africa for him to look at. *Just so you know, that never happened. My office is still dull.

We met Edski and Tottie (yes they have been told what SA people call a tottie) for breakfast in the big mess hall. OK, breakfast! Interesting. Soup? OK, cucumber? OK, massive chunks of feta? HOOOOOO-KAAYY! And a couple of other things I wouldn’t want to attempt at guessing but I did manage a plate of sausages, a cup of tea (which Hoox threw in my sausages and then poured on the tray), 2 hard boiled eggs, toasted white bread layered in butter and luminous orange juice.

Sent the kids off to work cos mamma has to go take a nap! Albania… all this drinking wine, awesome breakfast, phenomenal tea and freezing weather is making mamma tired!

We are planing to steak a car! and head back along that road, God help us all, for a groot skop (a big party) in Tirana tonight. Awesome

Albania rocks.

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Titillating Tuesday - Time is almost up

8 01 2008

I have been in this delightful country of Albania for just short of a year now. This has been a longer assignment than expected for many different reasons but now my time out here is almost up. I am out of here one way or another. In 2 short days, my replacement should be back from his holidays and prepping to come out here and take over the reigns.

It’s time for me to make a move and get the hell out of dodge and back to Africa. I have deadline dates that I have to be in Houston by and I will make them, no matter what!

My time here is UP!

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No Comment

7 01 2008

WordPress.com, or my crazy stupid restricted access to the internet via Turkey, or a combination of both is currently doing my head in. It seems when I read my own page it doesn’t recognize me anymore even though I am logged on. It might have something to do with the domain mapping I have that points Http://OffTheHoox.com to Http://hoox.wordpress.com. I don’t know, I don’t get it, but this only started recently.

This then means I cannot leave comments in the traditional way on my own damn site. It will allow me to on any other site.

This is really pissing me off but I’m afraid I really don’t have any time to look at it right away. Its probably due to some crap that I have going on with my network out here which is why I don’t have the time. I need to test it elsewhere.

I will get to your comments when I have managed to sort this out. Please just understand that I am not ignoring you and I do cherish your comments and feedback.

Thank you for your eternal understanding. Summin like that.

Over and out.

Ps. If you know what the problem is then please feel free to shed some light. Thanks again..