I can quite easily say that I am having a really crappy day!
Nothing is going my way. Everything is pissing me off completely. Noises. Work. People. Email. Phones. Smells. Just bloody everything. You know when you just have one of those days. They are those days when you know for a fact that your day, and the rest of the world would have been much better off if you just stayed in bed. In my case I think the world would be better off if I stayed in bed for longer than just 1 day. A month perhaps? Maybe I just got out of bed on the wrong side this morning? I dunno… it’s the same damn side that I get out every morning so why should this morning be any different? Maybe I got into bed on the wrong side last night. Yeah that’s probably it. Eureka! Going to bed in a bad mood is never good. It makes for uneasy sleep and restlessness. And I’m sure that adds to a perfectly crappy morning. And when you are having a perfectly crappy morning then everything that happens is just going to wind you up. Ok maybe it wont wind you up but it is certainly winding me up! Arrgggh! I wish people would just leave me alone!
Right that’s it. I think today is a good a day as any to resume smoking. <cough><cough> I think a year and a half off the baccy is long enough. It’s either that or I’m going to have to start drinking in the office. Nope. Smoking in the office is allowed. Listen, we are in Albania. You can smoke at your desk if you like. Hey, maybe I should check if drinking at your desk is allowed. Hmmm vodka in water bottles! Noooooo…. I’m talking like an alcoholic! Speaking of which. I decided to climb up onto the wagon for a little bit. I think I grazed my knee and pulled a muscle getting up but the view from up here is quite good. It has only been since Sunday but I think it’s time to give my body a break. It’s been put through hell recently. Maybe this detox is pissing me right off.
I have a headache. Maybe I’m getting sick. Maybe I just need sleep. Maybe I just need peace and quiet. Maybe I need to go buy cigarettes. I’ll be back later….
Maybe.
